There's a TV that I don't dare to watch

I don't there are that many people would understand my situation as a long-term guest in a relative's home. There's a LCD HD ready TV. The channel that my favorite would show is available through the local channels. I was so ready sitting in front of the TV. The trailer of the show even played during another show's commercial. It was sure as hell exciting. Ticktock...9PM show is on. Uncle coming down and take control of the TV. I was nice enough to smile and hand him the remote control. I've to wait for 6 hours from now to watch it online...

I just can't do anything but to write something out to vent. I'm not fond of complaining. It's always depressing. This is not my house...bah