Desperately looking for a 'Pause' button if there's such thing

I feel that the past several days went by ridiculously fast. I got no time to really do my personal things. I haven't finished filing the tax return yet. Meanwhile I'm in need of discovering interest that I would have other than what I'm doing for living right now. I feel the sense of urgency to seek possibly another profession that fits me. I just don't want to waste no more time on stuff I do like this daily. It's never ending and getting very boring. I want hard work to be seen even just for myself. So at the end of the day, I'd know what's being done.

I did some searching on the courses they provide in the nearby Colleges. Nothing seems to interest me. Surely I won't give up the search that easily. I'll spend time searching again until I find at least one, hopefully multiple subjects that I'd be interested in. I just wish there's a 'Pause' Button somewhere in my life up to this moment. So I could tap into other people's lives and see how things are. With the basis of continual commitment, that's my goal for my next chapter. Let's see how far I can go.